A Mischief Of Magpies

If the Sun were the size of a beach ball then Jupiter would be the size of a golf ball and a Mischief of Magpies would be as small as a pea.

Tuesday, December 06, 2005


So, In facing the anxiety that has been plaguing me and my family I have tried lots or remedies, diet, exercise, talk therapy, books, meditation, I use them all daily and I still have been left feeling that if another fucking ridiculous trivial thing happens I'll explode in a million frustrated waves ( or particles depending on how you look at it ).

I saw the family Dr. Today and she prescribed me with Lexpro, 10mg. I have tried a SSRI before without much luck. Or I should say, I abandoned it like a rat from a flaming ship when I found out I could fuck forever on it but never, ever, come. So, it was great, if you like screwing til you get speed blisters. I finally felt good enough to make someone else feel good about screwing me and the screwing is all for naught. This blew goat balls, especially, for a guy in his early twenties. Now my wife would rather sleep than screw so what to I have to lose by trying this.

I am hopeful that one or a combination of the things I'm trying will bring to the end the feelings that there is something extremely anxiety producing about my life, something that makes me impatient, quick to anger, like there is something horribly wrong right in front of my face, but, I can't recognize it.

Since I am convinced I am not the only one who feels this and wants some relief, I'll report on my experiences, here in the collective unconscious.


At 11:44 pm, Blogger ill man said...

RD, starting to really enjoy yr missives.........The Man With No Penis cartoon had me laughing aloud at work.
As for the drugs, You realise you could get a job in porn with that stuff......;)

At 2:54 am, Anonymous Anonymous said...

ill man, never thought of the porn angle, thanks...

At 5:23 am, Blogger GlasgowGigolo54 said...

Yep. SSRIs never worked for me, You don't solve many problems by closing your eyes.
What about this: http://www.catmanandmary.com/armysa.html ?

At 6:29 pm, Anonymous Anonymous said...

I'm trying to figure out, exactly, what they do.


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